Not sure how I feel about this.

Back at the school I hate.. once again. To live here for another year. Everyone is stoked to see their friends, roommates, classmates and all that. I'm not sure I have anybody. And on top of that today pretty much sucked. I dont know why I got on an emotional edge today, but I couldn't help but cry while I bleached my entire room from top to bottom. I'm really trying to start over this year. Try something different, since obviously what I did last year didn't work out for me so well. I don't know what to try but I guess I have to just try different things until I find something. I'm looking for something good this year. I'm looking to be happy with I am at the moment and happy with the people around me, and happy with my effort and be happy with everything. That's my goal for this year. As much as I hate this school, I'm going to try to learn to be content here for this year, whatever that may take.